Few days before:
I can do it. I’ll run 5k
The day before:
Tomorrow I’ll go 5k. I’ll sleep early
I can’t sleep.
10 mins before:
(Tighten your shoes and start running app.)
I’ll do it.
Am I fast enough? It seems I’m going too slow.
Hosh. Hosh. Too fast. I should go slower.
Why am I doing this again? It’s not even halfway yet! Hosh. Hosh.
I want to stop. Juussst a little while. Or not. I promise myself I won’t.
(But the temptation to stop is so big..)
Just a little while?
(But I’m already more than halfway..)
F**k, I won’t do this anymore. Just f.
My feet hurt. My ankle hurt. I’m sweating like a pig. I must stop.
Only 1km more.
Okay, but I won’t do this anymore. No. No.
Hosh. Hosh. Hosh.
What was that? I can do it!
It was awesome! I’ll do it again tomorrow!